TWO

I want to write this post tonight because I want to remember how I feel at this point in time forever. As some of you may know, tomorrow is Carly's second birthday. I have a birthday breakfast planned for her tomorrow and a birthday party at Chuck E. Cheese on saturday. With all of that going on, I haven't really had time to process the fact that I will have a two year old in less than 24 hours.
I have mixed emotions about this birthday. I miss having a baby, but I love getting to know her.

I feel like two symbolizes her leaving her baby years behind and turning into a girl. I see her now, like see her see her, and I see a girl. No more baby fat rolls or cheeks for days. I see a girl who is independent, sweet, with tons of personality, and I am in love with discovering who she is turning into everyday. I love to see her repeat or learn a new word. I love that we go to the store and she can tell me what things are. Yesterday my mom and I took her shoe shopping. My mom wanted to get her some nice sandals for her birthday. I put some sandals on her that where to tight. She said, "No, ete papo" and she gave me her old shoes ("No, ete papo" is baby talk for "No, this shoe"). It was the funniest thing ever. It was also her first sentence or phrase.
 

If you ever read this Carly. I want you to know that I love you, and you complete me. You are what turn daddy and I into a family. Although our start was a bit rough, because quite honestly mommy had no idea what she was doing, I love our relationship.  I can't wait to see what you will accomplish, and who you are going to be. Pretty soon I will get to see you take on the role of big sister. To be honest I am nervous, but deep down inside I know you will do great. Your kind heart will have nothing but love for your baby brother. I am sure. Happy early birthday changuita! 

Good night one year old. See you tomorrow two year old. I love you!